what other people say... in my imagination and dreams

dreams of her, of a Bibliothek, of my workplace

All stopped being safe places

Not getting attention 

Ignored 

Fears leave behind 

Forgetting

Doubting

Again 

myself, others, belonging or not

Being human or a robot that copies

Not being able to love 

Not being able to read

Envy

Not being able to stand up for myself 

Keep on sleeping.