I bet it was

It was your smile

Which appeared there in one of my dreams

I guess I'm still...

I won't fight anymore

Against it

And I know there could be other stories to build

But your smile 

Your voice

Your intelligence

Your eyes 

Tour thoughts

Your teachings

Your insecurities

I'm still

But I still haven't made lemonade daraus

With all these Zitronen

I only threw some 

They were rotten

At least some garbage was thrown

To not be much for my back 

I won't stay were I'm not needed valued or loved.

Just respect the process and love myself

The capabilities of this living body I forget almost All the time I live in. 

Even forgetting to breathe sometimes 😅

Life is great too great to keep on waiting for something or someone. 

You've got to live it. 🌈☄️❄️🌠🌌☔🚀🎉🙋🏾‍♀️🎈✨🎏🎄🎃♥️🖼️🧩🍃🌃🚲🛸🔥🌊🌧️⛅🌚🌝☀️