I'm sad about shit that never happened

I'm sad about shit that never happened no lies in my eyes nothing but truth will leave my mouth I'm trying to fuckin scream but the words won't come out

I'm Not special, we're just colleagues.

Fuck, cuándo dejaré de hacer esto y seré una normal girl

Pero un día dijo que era gentil y especial ... 

Fuck him.

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