ojos de pena. seres invisibles. ritmo

al menos el año pasado tenía un trabajo temporal con un poco de sentido

y luego nada y estaba triste y me esforzaba y exploraba

ahora al menos sólo estiy triste y sin sentido y con trabajo con contrato

"triste pero no pobre"?

😔

debería acaso trabajar gratis para consehuir algo que se supone que quiero y después decepcionarme de nuevo infinitamente de todo?

sentirme parte de nada?

escaparme de todo?

será un emo day after all

and I was happy

but it was all in the past and in my imagination

and when

I was at the center I was invited to be part of the tour but I rejected to be

got ashamed

Didn't know how to behave

I escaped

I expected something else

and then

ended up with nothing.

and I still feel like a failure like a traitor

and I'm still looking at the other way

but today at least

not doing

nothing.

Not today.

disappointment x2

sadness check

lista pa'l finde! 😅

y yo me lo construí :p

yo lo decidí 😐

at least I tried

I dared coming out again.

That's mine.

Even if I didn't feel comfortable.

It is part of the process.

Finally, who knows...