real love

That's real love.

real is not selfish

I don't know how to handle this no more, it is making me sick

And sad

I don't want that. Sorry not sorry

I don't wanna say ask taylor or shit like that

If you do care you would be there. 

You are not. 

Anf i am no longer there either. 

It is better to cut it off.

It's taking the worst out of me. 

I do not want to be this way. I do wanna learn how to approach those situations but in a healthy safe place. I no longer feel that you are that for me. Sorry not sorry but you left me fuckin' lonely more than a couple of times. 

I think it is better to cut it.

I started crossing the lines because you were never there.

Now I don't want you to be. I don't want to force things.