idk if this is gonna work or if it's just a huge waste of the little money I got

Idk if I will get better or if I am too defectuosx

If i can get fixed or if I am a lost cause

A forever waiting on the bench

Waiting for the approval of all the projects

Waiting sitting waiting for others to notice I am still there

That I can help and make a change

I just have to stand there fight for it but ich habe keine Lust mehr 

I just wanna sleep and rest

Or to have fun with no worries for a week at least and they wouldn't give it to me. 

I decided to make a change but it seems not to have worked at all. 

Just there saying hi nomeolvides

But they still forget the shit we talked about and I have to insist about those topics and needs that I have and recognize that they have a value and that I do have a value. That I don't have to wait to be stepped on and be treated like trash or ignored to remember it.

remember me.